She's ripping wings off of butterflies

about me.

Hi, I'm PurpleStar/Star/Purple/Whatever. Converse, music, videogames and purple are the best, and so are my friends. I believe that perfect is a type of judgement, that there are only good or bad choices in life [no wrong or right; those are for math], and that things could always be worse. You will soon learn that I think a lot about stuff.

I'm not as serious as I seem, actually. I'm pretty outgoing. I love to have fun, because I get bored easily. I like people who are up for a good time, but know when it's time to slow down. It's always fun to have good memories, and I believe that now it time to make them.

I say sorry too much. I don't like it when people are mad at me. I like forgiveness, but if people don't, I understand [most of the time, anyways!] I make lots of mistakes. But it was not until a while ago that I realized I shouldn't think about it too much. I do think about the past too much, which is something I'm trying to let go of.

to-do list.

anything with a ! is new

- Get Circle Lenses
- Beat Zelda Spirit Tracks
- Reach 500 songs on iPod
!- Get new white nail polish
!- Finish reading Shadowland

music.

Favourite Band :
Paramore

"Right Now" Band :
!Jack's Mannequin

Favourite Song Lines :

Automatic Loveletter :
"You can take your love away, but don't you ever leave me alone"

Hellogoodbye :
"Baby, it's fact, our love is true"

Mayday Parade :
"Without you I'll be miserable at best"

Owl City :
"Oh darling, I wish you were here"
"You're the sky that I fell through"
!"With friends like these well, who needs enemies?"

Paramore :
"Next time you point a finger, I'll point you to the mirror"
"She's ripping wings off of butterflies"
"The truth never set me free so I did it myself"

Secondhand Serenade :
"I was born to tell you I love you"

SNoW :
"Itsuka hikari ni mukau sakasama no chou"


What are some of your favourite song lines?
What is your "To Do" list?
Please leave comments. I'd like to hear what you think of me!

PurpleStar

[ thanks to Marikamaru & Cheyba for the plushies! <3 ]

I want to make a shout out to some of my friends. Nothing special, just a little thing. Don't be offended if I didn't include you, I will eventually - maybe - if you are nice - and give me sushi... :]

In no really particular order.

Mariya/Marikamaru :
IT'S RAINING MEN! HALLELUJAH! xD .
I love you so much, even though you are an anime-loving freak who deosn't read. I really love your sense of humour, and how you can remember everything from Naruto/DBz Abridged, but can't remember to do your homework. You are the one who makes me say "Okay, I'm not the crazy one." Thanks for being around. Keep being funny and quoting Naurto Abridged, lmfao.
- Paara/Takuna

Cheyanne/Cheyba :
MARIOKART WII! <33 .
Even though I haven't known you long, I feel like I've known you for as long as Mariya. I know you probably wouldn't consider me as one of your closest friends, but I still think we are pretty close. I love how you are totally fun to be around. I'm so happy we got to know each other, and I hope for more fun times for the three of us! Keep being yourself.
- Paara/Takuna

Emily/HxC-Rawr-x :
RAWRXSTAR! <33 .
I really wish we had gotten to know each other faster. I love how funny and just plain awesome you are. I do hope you come to my school so I can shove you in the lockers [jks, and I bet you would be taller than them!]. Keep doing your thing, keep looking for the perfect guy, and be confident in what you want to be
- PurpleStar-x/Star

Isaiah/Piano-Playing-Drawing-CoD4 Geek :
NEVERSHOUTNEVER! xD .
I really love how you can relate to me on so many things, except for music, lol. I really wished we could have gotten to know each other better in person, but it's alright. Your drawings are amazing, and both me and my cousin flipped when you were playing the piano! Remember I'm always here when you need me. Keep up the great piano playing, drawing, and never give up on anything.
- Super Ninja Nerd-Asian Chick

Ben/SushiSpringrolls :
SUUUUSHI! <3 .
I can't believe I've known you for this long. It's been since kindergarden when we met, lol. I love how you are go funny and worship Sushi like me xD I really hope you come to visit sometime! Keep up your awesome breakdancing skills and don't stop eating Sushi.
- Phouvee

Emtiaz/Really-Annoying-But-Cool-Person :
PHOUVEE! .
I don't really know if you consider me your friend anymore but I do. :] I hope you know that my nickname has lasted two years now! That stupid nickname I used to hate is still around. But it's alright I guess. I love how funny you are, and your crazy hair xDD. Keep up the funny-ness, and stop growing :]
- Phouvee

Keri/Shortie :
CONVERSE! .
I miss you so much, and I reaaally wish you were going to my school. I think I turned you evil, because you used to be so innocent, lol. But I wouldn't change you for all the money in the world. I love you just the way you are. I hope I will hear from you soon, and I'll visit as much as I can! Keep growing [literally] and keep kicking Joel's ass.
- Grape Soda/Phouvee

Gracie/Another Short Person :
SHYNIS! .
I loove your sense of humour and how you are so truthful. I adore how brave and fearless you are. I wish you would come here instead of that other stupid school, lol. KEEP BELIEVING IN MAGIC! ROFLMFAO.
- Grape Soda/Phouvee

Joel/Super Geek :
TRACE CYRUS! ROBERT PATTINSON! TAYLOR SWIFT! <3 .
Zomg, I can't believe I'm writing about you, but I guess you are my friend, no matter how hard you try to deny it. I love how annoying you are, because we all needed someone to pick on that year xD But I really think you changed by the end of the year because everyone actually started treating you like a person and not a geek. Keep being smart :]
- Grape Soda/Phouvee

Angela/Nika :
SORRY SORRY SUPER JUNIOR! <3 .
I've been seeing you almost every summer since 4th grade and I'm so happy we've finally been hanging out during the whole year now. I love your sense of humour and how you aren't afraid of being weird. Hopefully we go eat Dim Sum in an hour because I'm hungry as hell right now.
- Pouna/Sawie


Will add more as time goes on :]

I've been thinking about the past lately,
Seeing how dramatically the last 3 years have changed.
I fell in love, or something close to it,
Fell into friendships,
Drama,
And found out who I really am starting to be.
These three years have influenced me so greatly.
I just want to see how much more life could change.
And that's why I'm still here.
Because I don't get a second chance.

iwishyouwerehere.<3


PurpleStar

restinpeacerestinpeacerestinpeacerestinpeacerestinpeacerestinpeacerestinpeacerestinpeacerestinpeacerestinpeace

Last week, a someone died. I knew him. Well, not know him like a friend, but I knew who he was. We went to school together three years ago. He was my friend's brother, but I never really talked to him. I couldn't believe it when the principal said how he died.

He committed suicide. Fourteen years old, and he committed suicide. I think it was, or so I heard from the counselor, that his cousin died and he was so angry. And all they say was that he was wrong. That there were better ways of dealing with pain.

I think know that he wasn't wrong. Everyone says suicide isn't the answer, and that it's totally wrong. That's like saying the end of everything is wrong. The end of this book is wrong. The end of this movie is wrong. It's exactly the same thing. He wanted to end. Nothing wrong with that. In short, suicide is just another way of dying. It's just like dying in a car crash.

Everyone is being selfish. They want him to come back, while he wanted to leave.

Rest in Peace, Steven.

PurpleStar